A Heart for the Japanese
June 24, 2009
Well we are at the end of the road. Which way should we turn? Look there are steps I wonder if more houses up those stairs. Almost out of material to pass out. How do we choose who gets to hear the Word today? What if you dont leave a tract in that mail box will they ever get another chance to hear about Him? What about all those people across the rice paddy fields and on the other side of the mountain…will they ever get a chance to even hear about Him? Look at those out there in the field, should I go out there and talk to them…what if they don’t get another chance. Father forgive me for not stopping that woman on her bike today. Look at those moms and their children should I go try. How do I get to that clump of houses back there? I wonder which one is the priest house. Look at all those graves those people who died without even the chance to hear about Him. Father forgive me for letting so many pass me by today. Father forgive me for not crying out more for this nation everyday. Ah when will they get that their ancestors are not going to come back and haunt them if they believe. Woah she spoke english that threw me off. He took it Father may he read that book. Father this seems so impossible only by your hand will this nation ever know. I deeply despise this sect of Buddhism. Where do you send the demons I dont see any pigs? Dad lets just take all the M’s here and all the Buddhist and Shinto priest on top of Mt Fuji and reinact Elijah and Mt Carmel. Send the fire to consume these places. These stones can’t even hear the peoples cries. Daddy I know you hear their pain. May they find healing and rest in You. That water is not going to do anything for you neither will that insense. Rubbing that Buddha won’t heal a darn thing. Open their unseeing eyes and unhearing ears to You oh Lord. Those stones are not ever going to drink that water or eat that rice. You would be better off giving it to the poor. Ringing that bell won’t wake up anyone. My Father is always awake always listening and always knows even before You ask. Awake oh sleeping people. Look at the One who loves you. I wonder if I could do this everyday for two years and reach every house in the Chiba area…I doubt it, but if I don’t do it will anyone else come out to take the gospel to these that have never known. The ground is so hard here and yet so many are so friendly. They need Your love Daddy. I don’t want to get back in the car there are so many still up there that don’t know that have no idea not even a chance. I should just ask for some more and say I will catch the bus later. Father forgive me for being a chicken and not asking. Why does this seem so impossible ah Chauncey its not. He can and will do it. Yes He can. Father Abba Daddy please I know You see this. I know You see all these people still living with unseeing eyes. Dad I know You know every person and where they live. Please Dad only You can penitrate these stupid thick walls that the enemy has over these people. Will those houses we went to ever get another chance to hear. Father what do I do? Show me I can not do anything out here with out you. I need you. I long to just rest at Your feet and I know I will in Heaven so for now show me where to fight and pray to hit the enemy where it hurts him deeply. Dad I need you to guide my prayers I no longer know what to pray I feel so repetative day after day. Show me. I love you so much please pour out yourselves like a thick rainy season rain over these people. Tomorrow we will start again. Show us who you want to receive the gospel tomorrow. May we go where your finger prints are Daddy. Guide us to the houses that you have already began softing the hearts of. Show us which are marked by the blood of the lamb. I can’t take this anymore all those houses I wish I could just yell stop the car and I get out, run across the rice paddy fields to those houses up there. I just sit here Father forgive me. Give them a chance to hear. Father once again you show me how much this place needs the gospel. Well Dad I will come until I am no longer needed here or You finally take me home…until the land of the rising sun is the land of the Risen Son!!!
I love you Dad tomorrow more will hear about You and Your amazing self and Your love power forgiveness and mercy. You are the only one worthy of any praise. I love you Dad.
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This was awesome! May God continue to work in the land of the rising sun and make it His Son’s!